its been awhile i nvr blog,
she said these few days i nvr bother or care bout her...i dunnoe y i make her fell that way,i dunnoe wat i did and make her fell like that i dun care bout her...but i try to think back, then i feel last time i really care and sayang her more than now...haiz,really scare if she say this word again,i dun dare to think if i live without her,it seem scary for me...how can i make her feel better leh ? i promise her i wrong let her feel that way again wor,but i havent noe how to do...i really dun wanna see her sad anymore...she say last time she vry happy 1, but now not, i nth to say le...

yesterday,14 august

early in the morning after i reach sch,feel like ponteng leh because of some reason then i feel like not going sch today,i ask my fren go eat breakfast wif me,but i dint eat, planing if i ponteng where should i go coz i nvr bring clothe,after he eat finish,then i go rush back home by cycle,my father havent bring food for my brother yet , scared if he suddenly come back so i fast fast change cloth and rush out again....shit i nvr keep my sch uniform....ahhh need to rush back and keep it...zzz...dam tired,go cc play xdo wait the time pass...y today de time pass so slow de...zzz...after 1 hour i go back home....luckily my fater go out few min ago,so he dint see me,hehe...lie on bed,tired feel like sleeping,watch the time pass slowly...10 and the half i go bath,i wan go find baobei liao,reach beobei home at 11 am,i wan sleep at there de,then she say wan ktv,so she on comp ask me play and wait her bath,while she playing comp i siting beside her,suddenly got ppl open the door,we turn around,omg,her father come back liao,then i cannot move liao, stoned.... he talk something to us then he leave the room le,baobei ask me go downstairs and wait for her...siting at the sofa and stoned, he talk to me,ask me alot of things,then i think not that bad la,i tot he will scold de,but dint....then i not so scare liao lo,after baobei finish then we leave her house and went soh po a.k.a ah kee house...reach 1u at 1+ .... go ktv luh ,lols...sing wif baobei,keke...we sing like mad too....after ktv we go center point eat bah kut teh for dinner,because sohpo at ns no pork to eat,now she holiday for 2 days,so we eat pork....after dinner we break wif ah kee and mou, baobei go ming yen house help her home work so i follow,tired sia...i take nap at sofa...lols....they take my photo of sleep...zzz...after they done home work, we go ss2 yam cha...O.o saw ah kee there...haha....chit chat at there,after yam cha we played cs at the cc near there...baobei play cs like mad,keep shout de... =x .... is time to go home le...reach home at 12.30pm...tired...take on the phone after bath , sleep at 3+am

hehe,we 1st time go out at our anniversary day leh...so happy ^^

for baobei ...
baobei , i regret d... coz nonid to think the stupid thing and scared, but i juz done and make a crack at our relationship , not juz a crack , is a hole, can it goes back to no crack and hole ? i hope it can... i think i juz a useless guy wif a pig brain that cant think any positive thing or do something can make ppl happy...today i make u angry and sad and everything, sorry... i noe ''sorry'' cant do anything but i dunnoe how to make u forgive me....baobei u done well, u r prefect gf...u sayang me , kiss me, hug me,love me vry much that no 1 did b4...but i dint do it well...

did i done a good thing b4?

monday blog
oh...today is my unlucky day....totally sux....wake up at the time i always wake....then after everything is done...i going to fill water wif my bottle....but i cant find it...dam,who the hell take liao my bottle?nvm dun bring bottle 1 day...zzz...at there i noe today i unlucky d...i think sei lo, i sure kena catch by teacher coz my hair long...when zhuo hui(i dunnoe in english wait i ask my gf then i correct it)teacher really catch me...i tot he wont cut for me ma...then i saw...zzz...he ask student to cut student hair....mean fren cut fren de hair...lmao...i and my fren run back to class coz we dunwan to let them cut....many pengawas at the coridoor(will correct oso)...dam... they come in and call us down...we dunwan,then they ask the teacher who catch us to come....fuck man....got 2 unlucky guy oso...hahaha....come in class then tio catch by teacher for some reason....haiz... teacher say i got 3 option for u all...1st. ask ur fren cut for u , 2nd i cut for u , 3rd ask ur parent come and take u home cut....i sure take 3rd la,but i still dunwan ask father to come leh coz he sure say many thing la....so i called my uncle,lols he is a pig like me cant wake up by juz a phone call....so i tell teacher my father went to work liao...he say then u wan how ? i cut or ur fren, i say both oso dunwan, i wan go back oni cut xD....he discuss wif 1 other teacher finally say ok....after sch...cycle to my shop....zzz my tire blow liao....niama....how i going back home? lols...easy la, ask ppl that work at my father shop lo...after reach home....reply msg,ring ring(call by baobei) harlo,y so fast back home de?i tot u always late o?oh,erm i at ktm o...havent reach lo,coz the train spoil liao...at station pataling now...actually i wan gv u surprise de but the train spoil d, so i cant make it in time...hehe...ok,when i reach liao oni u come fetch me lo,bye~ ...ring ring(another call by steven steam a.k.a steven) kah lun ar u free onot ? i no ppl fetch leh , come fetch me home k ? i pay u petrol money....bye~.... i go lo...walao...jam eh, this time all ppl after go back home from sch....reach his sch at 2.xxpm ... after pick him up str8 go pump petrol d...lols...rm10...3.xx little...O.o baobei sms me say she reach klang liao....fk liao la...sure make her wait d...haiz....after drop steven then i go fetch 1 more fren near there coz he wan go cut hair wif me...ask him to go out wait me de la....when i reach there still is i wait...zzzz....waste time liao la...zzz....i late for 30 min to pick baobei up i think...then i havent bath de wor....go back bath liao oni go cut hair....O.o wei play me meh ? so many ppl at hair saloon sia...need to wait la...3.30 pm reach there but i leave at 5.2x pm ... diao almost 2 hours.... then go bukit tinggi for lunch...after lunch i send my fren home oni back to me house....me and baobei planed to go pasar malam that near baobei house de...then zzz my father drive the car out liao...lols...waited untill 8.30 pm ....sleepy leh, so baobei drive lo =x...i lazy rite =P... walk around, buy something to eat and drink....send baobei home at 11.00 pm...reached my house at 11.4x pm.... miss baobei.... T_T....love her vry much that no 1 else did...


today no sleep at sch so i plan to sleep early at nite de....haiz...oso untill 2am oni sleep....NABEH...TIRED AR...

O.o...mostly is sunday go out 1,coz sister got half day work on saturday,so i can use car at 2pm...last sunday baobei got facial so we go out by saturday , juz wan to say this day i go out late...zzz...having lunch,dinner and movie...and go back home....i short it la...sleepy now... =x

eh lazy type leh =x
ok now then i type...but dunnoe wather i rmb onot...erm i rmb last thursday nite baobei called me,talk awhile then i dunnoe wat to say again....zzzz....then i said ''eh,later then we talk ok ? now i dunnoe wat to talk d , bye bye'' then hang d....after that i stone at my bed and think , i doing this is rite ? keep thing wat to do ....too tired then fall asleep le...lols... baobei called me but i sleeping so i dunnoe lo...then i think she angry ba,she turn off her phone,when i wake then i tot alr 6.xx am then i think shit i fall asleep din talk to baobei....then i go take my phone and call her...cannot get leh,then i call her home de got ring but she din answer and i think she pull out the wire...that time oni 2.xx am oni..sleep back after pee,but hard to sleep le....haiz......okay,now we come back here,y we nearly break......

after sch rush back home and bath then go station ktm and wait for the train...O.o...today so early reach here leh....1.19pm the train come at 1.23pm hehe can catch up....after i reach kl sentre...i asked her y u turn off ur phone yday?then she said got meh?no ar....then i at there think lo...coz i wan to noe y ma....then i ask again,she said pass liao then dun ask la....after that she keep talk to me,but i juz oh...ya...oh...um... sure she will angry la....she dun talk to me for awhile...after i keep sry then she talk to me back....then i think nth liao ma....after that hor,when we having lunch that time...i answer her oh...ya...um again .... she say u dunwan talk to me again ar? okay lo...after few min...she say '' i wan go toilet'' then she go le...i keep thinking y yday she off the phone....few min more...she sms me say she wan walk alone for awhile....O.o...she call me o,i answer the call,she said ''where r u ? eat finish liao come find me,i at xxxx-xxxxxxxx'' then when i go there,i saw she eyes abit red,then i noe she cried b4 this...i walk there she said '' we break ok ma ?'' i was like.... pain ar...T_T...dun la...T_T...keep say dun la...she say u tgt wif me like not happy de, u sad more than happy lo...then i say no lo coz i juz wan to noe wat i did yday make u angry...then she told me becoz i said i nth to say le we talk later...then she angry lo....then i oh like that....and say dun break la...T_T keep talk talk talk lo....the movie starting soon so she said i gv u answer after movie....when we came out from cinema then i asked, dun break ok ? she said okay....uh....phew....but abit still sad la....no break is ok le....hehe....love baobei the most,dun ever said break this word again ok ? every problem oso can be sof...